Comments on: Things that make me go crazy http://darkentries.wordpress.com/2008/07/21/things-that-make-me-go-crazy/ hiding from the headweasels... Wed, 09 Sep 2009 07:09:02 +0000 http://wordpress.com/ hourly 1 By: rusty http://darkentries.wordpress.com/2008/07/21/things-that-make-me-go-crazy/#comment-1558 rusty Thu, 30 Oct 2008 01:26:14 +0000 http://darkentries.wordpress.com/?p=182#comment-1558 Those things make everyone crazy, but being bipolar, it amplifies it by seven million, I feel ya! Those things make everyone crazy, but being bipolar, it amplifies it by seven million, I feel ya!

]]> By: darkentries http://darkentries.wordpress.com/2008/07/21/things-that-make-me-go-crazy/#comment-1527 darkentries Sat, 26 Jul 2008 15:36:08 +0000 http://darkentries.wordpress.com/?p=182#comment-1527 Ms Purrr. Good to 'see' you. I think we can narrow point one down to Not Being Enough. Oh, god, I hate people hovering. Hate it! I don't even know why, It makes me so mad. As I mentioned, I hate my partner disagreeing with me. It is like some kind of personal attack. Stupid. "I am darkentries giant sense of insecurity." The wall. Shitting thing. I don't know how common it is with anxiety/insecurity/stress/mood disorder types, but seems fairly universal. Like, surely we can put up barriers that stop too much stimulus getting in, but doesn't stop our brain working? I hate that feeling most of all. The absolute helplessness when in the grip of the mood wave. Like a tiny swimmer treading water in an ocean of arseholery. Relax. Hah. Be yourself! Hello! This is myself. Suck it up bitches! I ain't going to ever relax... Ms Purrr. Good to ’see’ you.
I think we can narrow point one down to Not Being Enough.

Oh, god, I hate people hovering. Hate it! I don’t even know why, It makes me so mad.

As I mentioned, I hate my partner disagreeing with me. It is like some kind of personal attack. Stupid. “I am darkentries giant sense of insecurity.”

The wall. Shitting thing. I don’t know how common it is with anxiety/insecurity/stress/mood disorder types, but seems fairly universal. Like, surely we can put up barriers that stop too much stimulus getting in, but doesn’t stop our brain working? I hate that feeling most of all. The absolute helplessness when in the grip of the mood wave. Like a tiny swimmer treading water in an ocean of arseholery.

Relax. Hah.
Be yourself! Hello!
This is myself. Suck it up bitches! I ain’t going to ever relax…

]]> By: Purrr http://darkentries.wordpress.com/2008/07/21/things-that-make-me-go-crazy/#comment-1526 Purrr Sat, 26 Jul 2008 12:25:07 +0000 http://darkentries.wordpress.com/?p=182#comment-1526 -animals poos on my doorstep. -animals poos on my doorstep.

]]> By: Purrr http://darkentries.wordpress.com/2008/07/21/things-that-make-me-go-crazy/#comment-1525 Purrr Sat, 26 Jul 2008 12:24:28 +0000 http://darkentries.wordpress.com/?p=182#comment-1525 I´m glad I´m not the only one who forgets everything. Everything ever. - Forgetting everything - Not being intelligent enough, kind enough, organised enough, energetic enough, selfless enough, attractive enough.....oh this list doesn´t end. Ever. - People hovering over my shoulder, reading whatever I am typing. I get somehow secretive and insanely posessive over my present gibberings for no good reason. - Other people being right when I am wrong and I try SO VERY HARD to learn and be aware of...stuff. - The cylindrical wall that lowers itself around me so I can´t see, hear, think, talk etc. and when people tell me to relax and be myself and not worry about it. THAT IS NOT AN OPTION. I wish it were. I´m glad I´m not the only one who forgets everything. Everything ever.

- Forgetting everything
- Not being intelligent enough, kind enough, organised enough, energetic enough, selfless enough, attractive enough…..oh this list doesn´t end. Ever.
- People hovering over my shoulder, reading whatever I am typing. I get somehow secretive and insanely posessive over my present gibberings for no good reason.
- Other people being right when I am wrong and I try SO VERY HARD to learn and be aware of…stuff.
- The cylindrical wall that lowers itself around me so I can´t see, hear, think, talk etc. and when people tell me to relax and be myself and not worry about it. THAT IS NOT AN OPTION. I wish it were.

]]> By: darkentries http://darkentries.wordpress.com/2008/07/21/things-that-make-me-go-crazy/#comment-1511 darkentries Tue, 22 Jul 2008 09:59:23 +0000 http://darkentries.wordpress.com/?p=182#comment-1511 1. That sucks. I have a tendency to forget where all the paint shops are whenever I'm being chased, so have to rely on outrunning the kind officers, and inevitably end up running over crowds of people, wrecking my car, attracting even more police attention and hiding from helicopters in an alleyway. Possibly related posts rule! Curiously I just stopped using RTM in favour of Lightning on Thunderbird, and the google calendar sync plugin. 1. That sucks. I have a tendency to forget where all the paint shops are whenever I’m being chased, so have to rely on outrunning the kind officers, and inevitably end up running over crowds of people, wrecking my car, attracting even more police attention and hiding from helicopters in an alleyway.

Possibly related posts rule!
Curiously I just stopped using RTM in favour of Lightning on Thunderbird, and the google calendar sync plugin.

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